Wednesday, May 06, 2009

A clean slate


My favorite part of the school year was always the beginning. Ah, the beginning, what with the empty notebooks, organized divider system, color coordinated doo-dads and a new pack of pens. Not to mention the clear determination that THIS would be the year that I would be ahead on homework for every subject, organizing all of the notes and paperwork diligently in order to ensure low stress levels and high success levels. It was a clean slate- a new beginning. And the blind optimism never failed to show up each September.
While my family was here over these past two weeks, we turned over the garden once again and planted teensie seeds into black earth with hope of new life. This weed-free, straight-rowed piece of ground is the equivalent to my adolescent new school year. I find myself with new determination to keep the garden free of all weeds, nicely watered, safe from bugs and other pests, and pruned and tended appropriately.

A freshly planted garden is a beautiful clean slate, filled with opportunity and hope.
Of course, a large piece of me knows that, like the school year, the work quickly piles and it is near impossible to keep all of those goals listed above. Having planted and harvested three gardens, I now know that there will be weeds...probably at least one kind of bug will attack a prized crop, and the chickens will make dust baths in the middle of my bean rows. My children will tromp through my flower garden and pick the peas from the roots. Despite my best efforts, the grass will creep into the garden edges and those dandilions will make their attempts at being a volunteer salad crop. There will be mud-prints more days than not through my house, up the stairs, and the laundry will triple with soaked, dirt-laden clothing.
In short, it will be delightfully imperfect.
And no matter how frustrated I get with the process, sometimes it helps to put it in perspective. The mess, the imperfection of my gardens, only leave room for improvement the following year. The zucchini planted in my front flowerbed (instead of the garden) is testimony to the delight my kids find in gardening- a passion I would love to cultivate in their own hearts. I won't really want all of those bean plants anyway- and the chickens will remove some of those pesky bugs in the course of their bathing. And throughout, if I can keep the delight rather than the frustration, we all end up enjoying the process, giving thanks for each sun-filled day, for good ground that produces excellent tomatoes, for full canning shelves and for each other.
So, in the past I have shown you the pictures of the clean slate...and this year, since my sister planted nearly my entire garden with me, it is my intention to share with you it's progress each week- the good, the bad, and the ugly. Weeds and all. Because, in my book, a girl who spades a garden by hand and plants her sister's garden without the hope of reaping harvest, at least deserves some pictures of it along the way.
Plus, it will keep me motivated through the trials.

Here's to a new season of gardening!

4 comments:

Tifani said...

How awesome! Your garden-to-be looks great. I love the gated entry.. it has a certain enchantment that I would love to add to a garden some day. Not to mention the kiddos... they are so cute in those fences!

Krissy said...

I relly hope that those kids we planted the other day grow and become even more delicious. Oh and I do plan on benefiting from this garden. I am so looking forward to your yummy slasa. I am so glad that I was able to help you out with this. It makes me happy to see one less stress in your life. Good luck with it!

Mom G. said...

Oh my gosh, I want some of those tomatoe plants that are in those cages!! Silly kids, what a joy. You are so right, Tracy, on your thinking. You would like the "perfect" garden, I desire the "perfect" life, they don't exist. But what does exist is a whole lot of God allowed opportunities to stretch and grow inside of ourselves. "Perfect" gardens and lives wouldn't produce much. Am sooo looking forward to seeing you 4. Love to all!

Michael / Tifani said...

Where are the look out towers to watch for them varmints?